what a blast!

YO YO YO!
had fun today!
recess duty was borrriiing!
totallyboring

class as usual. boring.
but PE was different! we had fun!
as me.qianmei.celine.elaine.winnie didn't fail our napfa.
we could actually play on our own. =))
how great is that!
crazygang rocks.we were playing in the hall
having lots of fun. singing songs.
playing chicken mother.wolf come. all kinds of childish games and songs
we really enjoyed ourselves alot!

then went home.
haha. Did some of my maths.
geography left alot
i lost my prefect tie pin. die die die

oh yeah!
i've forgotten to tell you something!
something real scary!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
winnie was looking at the curtain
at the stage. the curtain had many ghost stories
then she saw this gray thing swift pass
ok then she got frightened lah. duh!
then i went to look at it.

then...
quite scary actually. i freaked out
ok. anyway. crazygang.you know it. so shh
but im not scared of it!

i love GOD

how terrible how terribl

HOW TERRIBLE AND SCARY
im suspose to do prefect duty alone
without my friends. and with strangers
and DURING RECESS?

how scary is that
plus the doing is with guys
wth wth wth wth wth wth wth

celine. argh. YEA YEA.
im not joining you guys for recess
dont worry
everything SUCK

im really scared

im really scared
can someone tell me how

im just scared of tomorrow.
of everything. just e v erything. help
God.

first day of school

first day of term3. not bad not bad
haha. new teachers coming in
renuited with friends. YAYS
then elaine winnie celine came.
project is finally done!

let me tell you something!
during project work time. we were practically PLAYING
heeeheee. msning. surfing the net and so on
hahahaa.EVERYONE was playing
i said EVERYONE.

schools fun! i was going to sleep before recess!
urgh urgh urgh! my eyes was tired and heavy!
wednesday is what huh
oh yea. have swimming course. wooo
ahha.haha

alright. school rock. big time.
crazygang.

lala love ME.

argh
had a nightmare again
terrible nightmare.

tomorrow is the starting of school
ARGH.I just get used to the holiday mood and
now its starting. at least i finished my maths and left some questions.
hmm.

had been coughing for one month
how terrible.
alright. all thanks to me

no one cares? yeah christine. you are right
and also. i wont care much

hau

i dont understand a single bit
not a single bit
not at all.
hate. you used it. i follow too
im like following people actions. words
argh. well. no reasons.

not really nice. we fight.
its everyone's fault.
i really dont know why. all of you all blame each other
then side with each other.
and im stuck. i really dont know what to do
what you all want me to do
you all claim everything. but i just dont understand.
i feel like telling you all one by one
heck all of you if you all do this again.
im saying all of you.
i shall not use strong words like i used in the e-mail.
this letter is not suspose to change anyone.
ITS NOT SUSPOSE TO CHANGE AT ALL
heck hell. this sucks totally.

well.

stressrights
who will be happy when you are going school soon?
facing the problems and friends?
Well. If you do then so be it.
UH. so?

i dont really care if you are famous
i dont really care if you are great
i dont really care if you can act
i dont really care if you are real
i couldn't be bothered.

after reading the post on elaine's blog.
then whats the dark side of life.
some people claim they are living their life
"holy" doing things that involved God.
yeah yeah. you are damn great huhs.

well then. haha
huijun maybe coming my house tomorrow.
she need to do something.

i dont need you to come .
not at all.
btw.go my web i did in school.
http://www.freewebs.com/chrispunchies
i know it suck terribly. i dont need your comments.

weehooos!

unlucky day ok
i've finish my WORK! for dreamweaver and guess WHAT.
you know WHAT. i accidentally press shut down.
and all my hard work just flew away.
HECK HECKGROSS SUCK.

haha. then went to eat lunch with elainewinnie=))
fun hahahahaha! then went home with brenda.
brenda went for her piano lesson.
company! yes.

that nightmare is still bragging me.
huijun. argh. very scary ok.
PLEASE GOD. let this go away.
PLUS xiaojia to be toliet train.
and my ringworms. =D hehe

oh by the way. i dont need you to come at all

i dont welcome you.LEAVE =))

nice HUHS.hate me. i dont care

23rdJUNE
im in school NOW!
how great is that.
in school with ELAINECELINEWINNIEBRENDA
i haven't done my dreamweaver.
HECK everything!
yesterday i only done my chapter 9 maths tb.
ahhhhs!

btw. i got ringworms from my dog!
my sister had it. hehe =))
i dreamt of huijun. it was a nightmare!
VERY VERY VERY scary! ahhh. i wont share!

hahaha. im in school and having fun with my friends.
lots of homework to catch up with.
TSK TSK christine. YOU SUCK.

ok KILL ME WITH A CHOPPER NOW.
upgrade from knife to chopper. =))

TSK TSK.ELAINE ROCKS.

i made some carrot juice. hehe. with my carrots.
TSK TSK.

argh

what CRAP!
my MATHS teacher just gave a whole pile of maths homework
through dna. its double that maths tb. ok .how great.
now its like doubling up everything
even the STRESS.

worst still. i havent finish the first half. ok
la la whatever!
dear 1e1. please go check your schooldna.
you will be quite "happy" to see what ms soh sent.

ok. now.
YOU BETTER KILL ME NOW

three cheers man

yays!
today im quite happy.
though i cant really complete my homework
well, at least i did some.
qianmei taught me. so nice of her =)
project work. my friends offered to help me
but haha. they sometimes love to joke around.

melanie going overseas to study already! so sad!
huijun. hmm. pray hard for her mans.
you know why. if not ask me =) you better ASK.
geraldine.hmm. yeap. i miss her alot. eversince i left sr.
its really sad huh.

life's boring. anything exciting.
i know dana abit more =) only through msn. =(
ok happy and sad . equal equal!
holidays gonna be over!
melanie going soon!

elaine is cool. she is really cool
ELAINE TAN aka ET. get REAL.
YOU COOL? MY FOOD. FOOd. not FOOT.

eh.do me a favour. kill me =))


HEYS.I AM
charlie-hotel-romeo-india-sierra-tango-india-november-echo

lyrics

GOOD CHARLOTTE LYRICS"

I Just Wanna Live"

I need an alarm system in my house

So I know when people are Creeping about

These people areFreaking me out (these days)

It’s getting hectic everywhere that I go

They won’t leave me alone

There’s things they all wanna know

I'm paranoid of all the people

I meetWhy are they talking to me?

And why can’t anyone see

I just wanna live

Don’t really care about the things that they say

Don’t really care about what happens to me

I just wanna live Just wanna live [x6]

I rock a Lawsuit when

I’m going to court

A white suit when I’m gettin’ divorced A black suit at the funeral home

And my birthday suit when I’m home aloneTalkin’ on the phone

Got an interview

With the rolling stone

They’re saying “Now you’re rich and

Now you’re famous Fake ass girls all know your name and

Lifestyles of the rich and famous

Your first hit aren’t you ashamed?”

Of the life [x2]Of the life we’re livin’

I just wanna live

Don’t really care about the things that they say

Don’t really care about what happens to me

I just wanna live

Stop your messin’ around boy
Better think of your future
Better make some good plans boySaid everyone of my teachers
Lookout
You better play it safe
You never know what hard times will come your way
We sayWhere we’re coming from We’ve already seen
The worst that this life can bring
Now we expect it everywhere that we go
All the things that they say Yeah we already know
I just wanna live
Don’t really care about the things that they say
Don’t really care about what happens to me
Just wanna live [x3]I just wanna liveJust wanna live [x3
]I just wanna live
Just wanna live [x3]
Don’t really care about the things that they say
Just wanna live [x3]
Don’t really care about what happens to me
I just wanna live

blah blahs

i feel totally lost
i really can't do anything now
i look at other people. why can't i just do the same way as them and be hardworking. or maybe, think the bright way?
why cant i be open up. well, i just can't!
i can't complete anything at all.

i just want to vent my anger on everything
blame it everything on God.
alright, whatever help is just a prayer away?
i prayed, well. you will say. wait. its too long. too long

i already flung almost all my subjects.
i can't do well like THEY can.
my standard is just too far from them.
i can't do anything at all.
i studied real hard for history.and in the end
its just a passing mark
thinking of that. i can just cry.
all my subjects.oh yes
I DESERVE IT. people who DONT study
THEY CAN JUST. SCORE BETTER THEN ME
at least i STUDIED.

nothing good.
june holidays are over. i haven't complete my hw
and this Project work thing. i missed the whole lesson because of bible camp.
i already missed it during march holidays.
im left behind. all my friends completed.IM THE ONLY ONE.
its not at all worth it. i rather be the same.
now im the odd one out. heck. argh
im worrying about alot of things.
fine ask me not to. what about you?
you say people suck. all this suck. what about you?
you ask me not to cry. what about you?
you ask me not to always have this attiude.

THEN what about you?
im just trying to say how i feel.
not trying to tell people to pity me.
oh yea. its really difficult

you may think its easy. its not. at all. and stop sprouting nonsense everywere.its like IT WONT AFFECT ME.
oh yes. it does!

im really scared.
its not who cares.

COOL COOL!
gorillaz gorillaz!
though they are FAKE!
they are COOL! I LOVE THE SONG!
HUIJUN ROCK! HUIJUN ROCK!
she JUST ROCK LIKE HEAVEN(dont use HELL)

she is a friend one could ever have!
HUIJUN ROCK.
melaine rock. marilyn rock.
who else. HUIJUN ROCK.

i found out something
all the bad things that happen
were caused by
jealousy
hatred
without understanding one another
think i am the best
being stuck

argh. myself. such a sucker

BURP

alright! im back from orchard with my sister!
i went with her to far east to go for her dental appointment
well, then it COST $84. and my sister didn't know it was
THAT THAT THAT expensive and so we took out all our money and paid.
and left with $4
we went to buy ice cream using MY ezlink card.
then use that $4 to buy NICE NICE FOOD!
yumm yumm!!

long day =))
im back, still haven't really blow my oboe.
my sister say its very loud and its disturbing her
so sad. so sad =(

olah! bye!

kabboon

band !
brought back instrument!
just played it! wonderful wonderful
huldah is sad, because her saxophone is spoil
this is GOD's plan?

again, the drillings are "okay"
the playing . NO AIR! wah lao! NO AIR!
really no air today =)) but we learnt the whole of jingle bells
mr yeo said we are going to perform it for the seniors to see
yeah! oh yea! terrible day!
haha! went home quite late and had piano
brenda going for bible camp tomorrow
good thing she is keen on going.
then she will be COMING back on MONDAY
and straight come to my house to complete the project!

oh no, oh NO!
i cant really say others that they have no trust in GOD.
me myself. dont. so christine. you suck

15JUNE
celine and brenda just left!
haha. darylene. COME ON MONDAY!
playing day then! darylene rocks then
its was a pretty fun day
we changed the game we are doing =))
it was really a stupid day! hahahahaha!

tomorrows BAND DAY! plus PIANO day
whatever! i hope we can bring back instrument!
weehaha! oboe rocks!
dana is going on saturday. so i just go. thats it

horrible horrible.
tonight going jurong point.
xiaojia! be toliet TRAIN!

weehooos!
band band band!
didn't bring instrument back because they didn't let.
HOW SAD I AM.
before that, Mr Yeo say he will let us bring back,
i was like so happy and then the bad thing came!
Now i know people can be NASTY and really actNICE
really nice really really! Sometimes im just STUCK between them

yep.i partly agree when huldah's sister is popular. she will be popular too
nasty things that come out from your MOUTH
are just not worth it. insult the patheticTHREE
is really really whatever!
LOVE them. hardveryHARD

well then, im coughing badly
coughed nonstop during band.
and that celine go tempt me with her food
temptation!!!! get over it!

13JUNE
heyos!
im back back back!
BrendaCelineHuldah came!
help out in the PW =projectwork
brendacelineand yujung in my group
but wth. that yujung , lets not talk about THIS
Huldah helped out some.

they reached yewtee mrt about ONE o'clock
then we went to buy materials then rush to my house
as usual, XiaoJia licked them non stop.
huldah was scared. h-a-h-a
in the middle of doing, we found out that we needed something.
and we ran back to yew tee mrt.ITS A LONG DISTANCE mans!
pant pant pant pant!

ahh! celine and huldah went home first.
then left me and brenda.She told me quite alot of things
If the person hate us or sowhatever. Love them
ok, and she told me about her friends that are gossipmongers in band
haha. LOVE them. [ named by celine =) ]

had a long day today!
june assignment.stop it!

13thJune
today this whole day would be alone at home
want to come my house?
Hope Xiaojia will go to her potty train
im tired. arghs
hope crazygang can come. or you can.
=)wink! Band tomorrow!!!!
YAYS! Hope to bring back INSTRUMENT.
high risk of bring back. YEPPS =))

alright guys.
see you soon!
i only touch about 15% of my june holiday assignment.
sigh!
BAND! YAYS!

poem.

i remembered the days
you scolded me
im a creature in your eyes
you use words that hurt me
dried tears you never know
its painful and saddened
Is it so that my soul is aching?
I wanted to scream, and screamed I did
But no sound coming from my mouth
Although, as if my soul wanted to shout!!

When your heart is crying
There will be no tears in your eyes
And there is only pain
aching inside

yeps.im only happy about ONE thing.
im getting instrument back the next practice!yays!
the poem is really.really

hello.im back from the "bible camp"
oh whatever!
i learnt that im bad actually.in fact the worse.
im not as talented as her.
im not as good to communicate with others like her
im not a so good christian like her
im not as likable like her
i do not always put on a smile on my face like her
oh yes.c'om. continue scold me.
say im bad. continue saying it.
you dont care how i feel. you think im your coverup

come on.make me feel im rejecting jesus.
and ppl are rejecting me.THEY ARE.
i dont mix around with "popular ppl"
then you have to say me?say what im a STONE
you keep scolding my only friend. and you think she dont talk and you also insult her? wth? im like a shit to you.do whatever you want.

i dont really mind.
you already prove me im the worse people.
nobody likes me.

ok fine. everybody around me is wonderful.they are like great christians.
ppeople around me is like angel.
they are so great.they are so wonderful.




rejection

arghs.
i shall blog about the "great" things.
oh whatever.

rejection.

6thJUNE05
arghs!today is actually bible camp and ending on friday
im going on tuesday. suck this.
God has a reason for me to go. is it good or bad?im left alone with my dog. haha!
quite scary.
now what should i do.
prepare my clothes for the camp?
argh (roll eyes)
fine. will miss band practice.SUCK!
pray for me huhs.
i got no friends there. i hate that.
well.
BYE CHRISTINE.YOU ARE GONNA BE DEAD.

5thjune!
balloon festival!

weeehooooos!
im so excited.the bible camp is coming
damnit.
SHUCKS
haha.

this is what happen today

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elaine is nice=)

4thjune=)
mood=headache.sleepy X( WORRIED sick
i dont know how.
i dont know why.
why are all this happening.
churchcamp is coming.
i hate that, im so not looking forward to it.
no band next week.damn the churchcamp.
tomorrow is balloon festival!

well! heard that we are getting our band tees tomorrow i hope!
patheticTHREE.way to go alright.
by the way! Xiaojia went to the vet today! eeekiies!
injection! now she is resting and dreaming.
sweet dreams though.

june assignment!YUCKS! maths.history.geography.haha.i lost theGEOpaper! YES!
hahaha. melanie's blog. HOW

separated

are we separated?
rebellious is getting higher upon
each other.
each of us have our own views.

im just being rebellious
itsREBELLIOUS

am i.
or.are you?

xiaojia

im seriously sick of tired of life.
and my puppy, shouldn't get into this.
all the things you said, are running through my head

wahahs!damn kj

3rdjune(today)

yesterday had band!
i was out from home abt 10hours!
tired and exhausted! but band was nice though
we did drillings after playing.I like the part you keep saying left right left right and you pretend you are holding an instrument! That part was nice but at the same time tiring X)

went home and look at blogs.
very irraited by that post pointing at me.
Who doesn't? I dont want to talk about it, i just hate it.

Today
that xiaojia still pee and poo on the floor.
heck. hey. i learn that somebody loves to say HECKCARE.
continue man kj. im encouraging you to say it.
heck care the concerns.PLEASE HECK CARE

yours.
the antis heck care company

camp

yesterday＊
cultural camp! yikes!
its not nice at all.
the food served was disgusting but tasty at the same time!
I played chinese chess! First time! Darylene taught me and celine!
haha. Celine won me. whatever! it was fun though
then learned to make dumplings filled with mud! haha.
sang malay songs and dance funny steps!
watched mu lan. Well.afterall, its quite fun.
.came back and hugged xiaojia, still not toliet train)=
today＊
spent the day at home.
went to cut HAIR! still quite long. i dont like it at all.
just thinner thats all.
Sister still not back home, nowadays we get along pretty well yeps!
Crazy over perfect ten,how bad is that!
that church camp is on monday. arghs!
still haven't finish melaine's blog, busy with june assignments and that dog

BAND TOMRROW! oboe oboe. i love it!
i love GOD! he has a reason for everything!
i love patheticTHREE. how lovable could i get.

kj,family is more important then friends.can you like stop insulting your family. Some familys are just worse.
sometimes you ought to really think of the worse. i guess everyone of you agree with me huhs.